Rainbows in the Dark

It's interesting how different things seem to take its position in the importance line, if that makes any sense. Just last week, my friend and I resolved a conflict that we were having. The fight lasted pretty long, two weeks, considering that she's one of my best friends. We didn't talk at all during those weeks. And also, during those two weeks, i started focusing more on our friendship than...other things, like my crush. Now I hardly like that person anymore, and i liked that person quite a lot. I guess it just showed me how much I value our friendship. How much one person can have such an effect on my life. I suppose everyone is really connected in one way or another. I should try to cherish everything in my life, that's how I should live.

I've also been having problems with finding myself. I mean, I know who I am but I'm not sure how I am to go about being who I am. I don't know how to show the world me. Some people know me, or at least they think they do. I'm getting tired of this shallowness. I want people to see deeper, to see who I really am. I want to shout it to the world just to see what people would do. But then what? How would I have found myself? Maybe that I've established myself. But that's not good enough. Things are hardly good enough for me. I set too high expectations. I never reach them because all they do is climb up, trying to get away from me. I don't know. I guess it does seem like I've been a little emo lately. But I hate those labels so whatever. Bleh. I never knew that I could have this much chaos about something that will live with me forever. I better start living then. Pain and love, it's about the same thing.

Yellow Shoelaces

Life changes a lot through the years. Or even through minutes or seconds of your life. A lot has been going on in my life. Not like I'm saying that they are bad things, just a lot of things. I've gotten closer to some of my friends which is quite good. That's essential to life. There have also been other things, but ya. I guess everything happens for a reason, for a lesson to be learned, a tear to be shed, a moment to be remembered, or a smile to be shared. My friends are great. I really love them. They're just...I don't know. They make things alright. :]
This post had things that were kind of random but I am a random person. This post was just about stuff that was going through my mind. Have a great day.

"Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints on you heart." ~Eleanor Roosevelt

How was your day?

So, really, how was your day? Hope it was good. I know this idea is overly used but I want to say this. We really should enjoy life, even though we may all decide that it sucks. We should somehow find a way to pick out the needle of good from the hay pile of life. We should cherish that good like it was all we have, and really it is kind of like all we have to look forward to in our days on this earth. Laugh at everything that you find stupid or funny or just anything you want, don't hold back. Hug those you love, because you know that they deserve it every second you share with them. Eat junky food and don't feel bad about it. Lie on you back in the grass and look at the clouds. Enjoy the trees around you and the life they give. Spend money on yourself once in a while, it is your money after all and you could probably find a reason to reward yourself. Sleep in on the weekends, that's why they're called weekends. Create a masterpiece with finger paints, I know you want to. Blast you stereo and sing along, or shouting works too. Have movie nights, or days, with your friends with endless supplies of junk food, you can be couch potatoes together. Bake cakes and give them to your friends to celebrate your friendship, then stuff your mouth. Buy pinatas and hang it up on a tree then have fun taking whacks at it, with your friends of course, don't forget to eat all of the candy on that day. The list goes on and on and on. So just live life. Go for it.

"The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time." ~Lawrence J. Peter